As it hurts not being yours anymore, and as much pain as I know ill be in if I ever see you with another girl or even hear anything about it.. I just want us to both be happy and I’m getting used to it not being together. I’m honestly glad that we can still be friends and that its not COMPLETELY awkward hanging out with you.

I think I can move on now.

was actually really good! Picked up my bestfriend and the second I walked into the party my other friend says “oh hey pretty lady” which made me feel great haha considering he would never talk to me like that when I was going out with his friend. I did go to a party where I knew my ex would be there, but thankfully I have great friends who were there to make sure I was okay and stand up for me when my ex tried talking to me knowing I’d probably cry. Apparently from all the stories I’m hearing, I was a freaken great time! I think it’s time I step out of my shy/quiet shell and have some fun because everyone seems to like it hahaha. This is going to be one memorable year!